I live a life that operates out of pride.  I’m too proud to get things wrong, I want to be seen doing the right thing.  It shows I don’t seek my approval from God and I won’t humble myself by taking a risk.  There is a trait of pride in my ancestry and I have been hurt in the past which is some of the cause but today I take responsibility for my sin and I turn to Fod and ask His forgiveness, mercy and grace to change me.